It’s crazy how you run into the same energies cyclically. Usually, big events occur in 5-7 year cycles. That’s if something really shocked your energy system.
Think about it. When was the first time you felt abandoned? When was the first time your heart broke? Every 5-7 years that energetic pattern re-emerges so that you can alchemize it.
I’ve been studying this phenomenon in my own life. I don’t try to make sense of so much as I try to simply bring my awareness to it.
Breezy, the Mississippi beau is working his way into my heart. He’s patient. He’s gentle. He thinks I’m special and knows that he has to be his best self to take care of a woman like me.
I told you in a few emails before this that his energy felt so familiar. For those of you who don’t know the history, I connected to a man on the full moon in sept of 2022 and his energy took me on a soul journey. I wasn’t ready to guide a man into my heart back then. I wasn’t even thinking I was ready. The moon man is what we called this beautiful human being that was so gentle to me.
He wanted to protect my energy, but I was so scared. We couldn’t realign after that and just became friends. However, I cherish the soul exploration that his connection took me on.
It was perfect and part of the path. As soon as I met Breezy, I felt that energy. I gave him a heads up early. “I’m a runner.”, I said. “I’ll catch you.”, he responded.
Sunday, I ran. He didn’t communicate properly and I told him I was disconnecting and I had made different plans. He called. “Paige, you told around this time you’d be emotional.”, he said gently. “You’re right. Am I being irrational?”, I asked. “Well…”, he began before telling me that feelings were valid. We met up and had a lovely time together.
After all, I am single mother. I am planning a huge festival. My daughters birthday is a week before. I hosted 7 teenagers all day and I was exhausted. Breezy understood even when I expected to push him away.
We talked a lot last night about needs in a relationship. “I’m not here to control someone or change them. If you can’t meet these needs that’s okay. I just ask that you make space for someone who can.”, I said kindly.
He’s present. He wants to know. “Just teach me how to love you.”, he suggests.
Come to find out his birthday is the same day of the full moon in sept of 2022. That’s the day I connected to the moon man.
It’s full circle. This is a soft flow. Those we revisit in less than 5 year cycles. The energy is trying to reorganize.
I honestly don’t know about Breezy. I’m cautious. I had a dream that my best friend sat down on the bed and told me “Its been two weeks. Go ahead and end it now before you keep opening your legs to him.”
Is that my intuition? It’s hard to say when I’m on my moon cycle. There’s a 7 day period from luteal to mid moon that I can’t make decisions.
On the full moon in March I will know exactly what to do. Until then, I’m taking my time.
I was a key holder for the moon man. I may be a key holder for Breezy.
I know I want companionship but it has to be protective of me. It has to guard my purpose. It has to keep my heart safe. It can’t be boring though. I need adventure. I need laughter. I need playfulness. I must be able to respect the person I’m with.
I trust God on this. A red bird just landed on my car window seal. That’s the most notable symbol of a loved one who has passed. They are watching and protecting. I’ve had a ton of encounters with bees in the last few days. Those indicate Gods blessings and love.
I see it all. Although my human mind sways me from left to right, my spirit comes back to center through the meditations and the signs. I trust that everything has its purpose in the full circle energetics. I don’t have to figure it out. All I have to do is keep my heart pure and continue to make decisions that highest and best for all.
With Love,
Paige Vidrine
Ps. See you at the Yoga Fest 2024 in Drew Park March 23, 2024 from 10-5
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